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[20 Jul 2004|05:48pm]
[ mood | amused ]

yay sarah's home! yay i got the ashlee simpson cd today! before everyone cringes w/ disgust, may i say, her album is surprizingly good. and i cant get enough of the "lala" song!

just a typical summer day, got brows waxed(ow), home, best buy, texaco, b&n, weird phone call from katie, and dreading work tomorrow. nothing new. lopez starts august 5th! hahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!

however, it is depressing when all the magazines start advertising pens and binders and things of that nature. makes me wanna cry and cry.

you make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor. ill be a french maid when i meet you at the door. im like an alley cat, drink all the milk up i want more. you make me wanna you make me wanna screeeeeeeeeammm.

lalalal bye bye

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where is the r-ratedness??????? [16 Jul 2004|07:53pm]
[ mood | impressed ]

what's up sluts, i turned 17 yesterday! isnt life ironic- ive waited for this for forever..and there are NO R-RATED MOVIES OUT! AND THAT WHEELCHAIR BITCH QUIT AT REGAL! someone planned this.

so let's see, looking back on my 16th year of life, ive decided that it pretty much blew ass. yep, i didnt like being 16 at all..up until the very end at least. but let's move on...

i flipped through old yearbooks yesterday, everyone and everything is so screwed up and different that it almost made me sick while thinking about certian people. at my middle school, when you got to 8th grade, you were pretty much the shit there. everyone from underclassmen to staff and faculty pretty much kissed your ass. the entire yearbook was devoted and created by us. there was this section where we put all our baby pictures and then it stated a couple of quick things about us individually- i.e. how long you were at the school, nickname(like that mattered, honestly), ambition, and hobbies. i had listed my hobbies as: writing, reading, and music; i was the only one who put down music. to see that i was pretty true to myself and still love the same things now make me feel really good. i'm thanking God that i didnt put down something incredibly gay like 'beachin' it' like some retards did in order to be like everyone else. everyone could tell if you were lying. it was a sinister middle school, its doing so bad(financially) that itll close w/in the next school term or so. i hope it does. it gave me some of the worst memories of my life.

anyway, i like the feel of being 17 but damn, i sure do wish i turned 18, with the approaching election and all...

saw a preview for jimmy's movie TAXI today, its gonna be awesome!!!!!!!!!!!

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july 11th [12 Jul 2004|12:48am]
[ mood | dorky ]

today was the first day that ive ever had to myself w/ my little blue car. i love sundays. really. its because i dont work, and i dont have anything to be committed to- except i should be committed to attending church again, which is a promise i've kept broken to God since before i left for my trip. im really trying to get back into the habit of it. i feel that i should.

it was a nasty day outside, it had been gray and rainy since the time i woke up (past noon). i woke up to a empty house, which i love. don't get my wrong, i appriciate my mother, but dang, on the days she's off- i am bombarded w/ questions and ideas
"where are you going today?"
"let's go do some errands" <---(thats the worst one seeing as how the errands pertain to going places that make me wish school was in session)
"if you're going to the bookstore, ill go with you"
"after you get off of work, come pick me up, and we'll go ocean walk or something"

GEEZ! I just want time ALONEEEE

I dont even feel safe hiding at barnes and noble anymore. chances are, she'll show up w/ that significant other of hers.

anyway, i got off track there. the weather put me in a sour mood today, so i was left alone. i found myself at barnes and noble for most of the day. im trying to finish this slightly depressing mystery called The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold. Its not what i thought it would be. tried to finish it but i got sleepy by reading so much, went off to the cafe to get a frap to recharge and made it through another 4 chapters.

the murdered girl is the narrator of the story, and she keeps moving back and forth from what she sees on earth and what she sees in what she calls "her heaven". death is a touchy subject w/ me, its what i fear most, but by the way this character describes heaven, it makes me feel safe about dying. maybe i am not creative, but the girls favorite smell is what the air smells like in her heaven. i never even thought of that. that heaven could smell the way you wanted it to.

coincidences are frightening. before i got started reading this captivating piece of work, i read the dedication page and it said "in memory, for glen". glen was my dad's name( for those unknowing, my father died a long time ago) so now that im all engulfed by the books supernatural tones of the dead visiting the living, i wonder if my dad was pushing me to read this story? a silly thought, but i just figured it was ironic.

on top of spending most of my day at bookstore/reading, i finished off my day feeling even more like a dork by purchasing my weekly planner for next year. call me insane, but this year im going to be prepared, now that i know what the worst is like.

anchormans out, still havent seen it, saw spiderman 2 last night w/ some people id rather not mention. probably see it again w/ my mom since she wants to see it so bad. i cant say id mind, ive had a thing for tobey maguire since before the first spiderman landed on the silver screen. he is a hot number w/ glasses.

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[05 Jul 2004|10:19pm]
[ mood | sore ]

travis and his 2 friends leave tomorrow morning. they arent cute. damn.

took my mom to go see the notebook today, she had been dying to go and claimed she hadnt "seen me" since i got home. whatever i dont mind time w/ my mom, within reason. went to old navy, bought a skirt, came home.

then i had to go to my grandparents...snore...

weekend was alright. went to a good friends house in deland, went to a 4th of july "party" that turned out to be pretty boring, so i left early. got in my first collision w/ a car. it was parked..how sad is that. havent even had my car a month and ive done a hit and run. ah well it was just a tiny scratch on a truck, i doubt they're after my insurance info.

my shoulders are burned, but my farmers tan is gone haha!

so now it looks like another week of work. a reading class im taking starts tomorrow. its supposed to help me read faster or whatever.

anchorman is out this friday. i am seeing it on opening night for sure. will ferrell always puts me in a better mood. =)

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JULY [02 Jul 2004|01:02am]
[ mood | awake ]

it is now the best month ever.

ahh friday. another morning of work ahead of me.

my grandparents gave me 80 bucks!!! and i got my paycheck yesterday. you know what that means?


SHOES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

new obsession: shoes w/ small heels. i see so many cute pairs everywhere, i must try them out. if im happy w/ them, they'll be the next best thing since flip flops.

however before i go shoe shopping i am getting my ass to target so i can go buy season 2 of sex and the city. that comes first.

why is it that i cant make myself go to sleep? i love sleep. but if my eyes arent heavy or i cant stop yawning..i wont willingly go to bed. what is that about?

isnt it strange when an obsession you had isnt fun to you anymore? and the things you're crazy about now seem like they'll never be timeless but will eventually become old? life is strange.

lalala 14 days!!!!!

anchorman july 9th!

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[30 Jun 2004|09:17pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

im home!!!!! finally!!!!! omg i feel like im back in civilization!!!!

got my hair cut (short) and highlighted last thurs. i went into shock over how short it was and hated it for the first two days but everyone seems to like it, so now i feel a million times better.

spiderman 2 is out today!!!!! and i havent seen it, damnity damn damn. ah well save it for a later date(as in tomorrow)

dang, ive havent felt this good in a long time.

red, hot, and boom saturday!

my verbal score raised on the SAT! my math is still..well let's dont discuss it!

r-ratedness in 16 days!!!!

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thank God im a city girl [21 Jun 2004|05:09pm]
[ mood | bored ]

today is my..um..5th(?) day in oklahoma. yay for grandma for having internet!

let me start this entry by saying the following-

I HATE CHILDREN!!! good God, I forgot how annoying my 8 year old cousin is. she's a bundle of energy and she's driven me over the edge! and now im away from her at my grandparents house. ahh nice and quiet

my aunt is so cool. she used to work in dillards and made 1000000+ friends. she used to get a 25% discount off of anything in the store, but cant now because she isnt an employee. but her friends give her all these coupons or buy things for her to still save her some money. and you know what's in dillards?...DOONEY AND BOURKE! and I GOT ONE! so what if its incredibly small..still have one nonetheless. i carry it w/ me everywhere. hell, my aunt got me a d+b keychain for my car. i didnt even know they made them...
so she took me shopping and literally bought me anything i pointed at. it was fantastic. but heres a question-

okay, i live in florida..a big tourist state..i live in a tourist town..so why the hell does oklahoma city have 2 malls that have hollister, a+f, ae, and aeropostale in them..and the ob only has a+f and ae in their mall??? talk about not fair.

anyway, my grandparents live in the middle of nowhere and the town thats closest to them is so sad. there's not alot to do here, and i think the biggest hang-out is wal-mart. and i went in walmart today and i felt so out of place. its like the deland walmart- full of hicks and trailer trash. i dont mean to be harsh- but now im thankful i grew up in ormond/daytona beach.

my grandma is taking me to get a manicure/pedicure..ive only had one of each in my life so im excited. plus she wants me to get my hair highlighted. she told my aunt and now she's all over me to get it done..im still wondering what i should do..everyone give me ur opinion, itll be greatly appriciated. =)

i know im late...but.. HAPPY BELATED 17th BIRTHDAY ASHLEY!!!! hope she sees this anyhow..

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guilty conscience [15 Jun 2004|05:31pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

God today has been such hell. last night i needed to get away from family so i drove to barnes and noble to go relax and who shows up? my mother and her stupid fiance.

i swear to God, i cant get any alone time anymore. my mother is driving me insane.

heard leighann kennedy died the other night. its strange, her death is bothering me more than i thought it would. she was a friend in elementry school. now i remember seeing her at seabreeze, she changed and people outside the prep region dont like her as much. i remember people calling her a "bitch" and i laughed right along w/ them and now she's just gone..i dont think i would have ever had a reason to speak to her again but, man, i feel like crap for even chiming in on the redicule. ive just been thinking, we spend too much time talking about those we dislike and it needs to stop. words can make people do crazy things and we never know how much our hateful words influence drastic actions.

i'm grateful to be leaving tomorrow. i need to be far far away from all this drama.

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[14 Jun 2004|06:53pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]

shit yes! my mraz live cd came in the mail today. and its the coolest thing since ipods.

well tomorrows my last day in the ob, and then im off to the middle of nowhere re-visiting my hickish roots for practically 2 weeks..not happy about it, but i do miss my family that's there, especially my cousins. i always have fun with them so maybe that'll make the time fly faster. then im back on the 29th, and the next day is spiderman 2!

ah! i almost forgot, there's red, hot, and BOOM july 3rd!!!!
that's going to be awesome!

and after that ill only have 12 days till my birthday! booya!

now im off to go get my book for summer reading..cuz i have to do something while im on the plane.

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HALLELUJAH! [07 Jun 2004|10:03pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

ill keep this short and sweet.

today was the best day of my life.

i'm the very proud owner of a 2004 toyota corolla!!!!!!!

lem, answer your phone more often..

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thursday night heaven [04 Jun 2004|06:25pm]
[ mood | wicked good ]

alright so, basically the biggest highlight of my summer occured last night in clearwater..my mraz concert.

hot fucking damn, seeing him live just makes me like him even more. whenever he comes back to florida, you can bet your bottom dollar that ill be in the audience.

yes it was just that good. let me ask- how many concerts have you been to where you enjoyed all of the acts? the openers, makana and raul midon were sensational. i totally didnt know you could buy their music there, so i was a little bummed that i missed the opportunity, but i got to meet raul after the show, he's a really nice guy.

i gotta stop gushing like a school girl but i will say that the play list was nice, he played my fav song, 'unfold'. little dissapointed that he didnt play 'dream life of rand mcnally', but some dicks in the audience were yelling at him to play it and ill bet that's why he didnt. ah well. the crowd's reaction to 'the rainbow connection' and 'right kind of phrase' was great, everyone went wild.

so those 3 hours were the best ever but driving w/ my mom on the interstate was not. since we are not familiar w/ the tampa/clearwater area, my mom was a total spaz the entire 3 hour trip to and from the concert hall. it was really tempting to not just open the car door, fly out, and get run over by the surrounding vehicles. her mood kinda killed the day.

but anyway, i got a killer first experience, tour poster, and pics so fuck im satisfied.

today was ordinary except for my lack of sleep. i got home at 4 am and had to be at work at 9 am so that sucked eggs.

tomorrow is the lovely sat that i know i will bomb- there isnt much point anymore. if i cant raise my score now or in october, the colleges are just going to have to live w/ it (and reject me).

still waiting for my car to come.

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June [01 Jun 2004|03:10pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

its june- so where is my car?

ok got an email from collegeboard.com, they moved my test center!!! now i have to go to Deltona h.s...WHAT BITCHES!

travis left today..moron.. he went out on the beach w/ his friends and boozed up for all of memorial day and now he doesnt feel good, but has to drive back up to south carolina. he'll be back on the 4th of july w/ hopefully a truck load of friends..cuz that will make everything fun.

soo what else can i tell you..um..
MRAZ concert thursday!!!!!!!!!!!
and..um..a month and half till my birthday!

damn summer is boring. bye

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friday's always a good day [29 May 2004|10:33am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

i love it how life can be so unpredictable. i mean really, like yesterday i thought my entire day would consist of just getting up and going to work. but instead when i got off i got to go hang out w/ friends and go to the beach.

and as if that wasnt enough excitement to my day, life didnt prepare me for my brother surprizing me and coming home for the memorial day weekend.

i love surprizes.

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[26 May 2004|09:29pm]
[ mood | okay ]

it was a normal day i suppose. had to work, and to my surprize, my boss told me i could work 25 hours a week over the summer, so now i have to decide what time i wanna work. i can't believe i get to pick the times!

outside the library today, there was a lady behind a table taking down names for a petition(i think it was one anyhow)to help raise minimum wage. suddenly, i realized that whatever the outcome of that decision, it will effect me as a worker. now i understand how important voting is. i've never really cared about it much, but now i'm upset that i'll be one year away from legal voting age and it's a big election year. what the hell.

now i can really go out and by a damn d&b bag!

now i'm bored.

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and im not doubling back now [25 May 2004|04:41pm]
[ mood | excited ]

MADE IT!! Summer is finally upon me, and i dont have to rise and shine in the morning for the next 2 1/2 months. so suck on that seabreeze.

today was nice and short, two exams, both so simple it was funny..

then i went to the dmv to go finally get my license. i'm sitting here staring at it, it all seems so surreal. after having a permit for nearly two years, it felt like it would never change. and damn it, i love change.

i get my car next week. ISNT THAT CRAZY??

looks like im seeing mean girls again tonight. what a way to kick off a summer by tina fey-ing it up.

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[24 May 2004|06:17pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

it just dawned on me now that my summer vacation actually starts tomorrow. i mean damn, i guess since i've been wasting my whole year thinking and feeling that summer will never arrive now i cant believe that its finally time for school to end.

my finals went really really well today and i feel so relieved from the all the pressure i've been feeling for the last 2 weeks. no more chem and algebra 2!!!!

spanish final tomorrow then im getting my license(FINALLY DAMN) and the summer before senior year begins!!!!!

bailey- name your hamster chile

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[23 May 2004|04:24pm]
[ mood | grateful ]

i just wanted to let you all know how beautiful you people are and how nice life is. i have just found out that there will be no math on my chemistry final. please excuse me while i go cry tears of joy.

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[22 May 2004|11:37pm]
[ mood | confused ]

today was a good saturday for once. i actually did something instead of the usual work and sitting at home while everyone else is out.

work was ok i suppose, it went faster than it normally does.

then my mom took me shopping. she got me those flip flops from pacsun that i wanted and took me to dillards to...look at the d&b bags!!!!

and the worst thing is... the bag that i thought i wanted is exactly what i dont want. i badly craved the white barrel shaped bag, but when i put it on, its so big that my arm pokes out and feels strange next to the purse. so now i totally dont want it. now im being encourged to buy the smallest one in blue..which is sort of pretty, but i have to think on it. i also decided that if im ever going to get one of these bags im going to buy it myself w/ the extra money ill earn over the summer. my hours are being increased at the library from 10 to 20, so ill have more playing $$. so now i wonder..is it really worth the trouble? and i think..why yes. yes it is.

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[22 May 2004|12:16am]
[ mood | nauseated ]

i think the one of the worst feelings in the world is when you've finally built up enough courage to admit to your mom that you're going to recieve a pretty awful grade in algebra 2 and then at that one moment, she decides to tell you that your brother's will arrived in the mail today.

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junior year's comin to a end [21 May 2004|07:45pm]
[ mood | sick ]

today was the last full day of school. and of course there's always a story. so

let's do this.

i had a plan to go save my algebra 2 grade. i even went to bed at 8 last night(and mark my words, that never happens). i thought i'd be ready to make up whatever ungodly amounts of work was placed in front of me right?

WRONG

this morning i woke up w/ the headache from hell that got me calling my mom to pick me up to take me home in 2nd. so much for saving my grade in 4th block right? ha ha ha. so now my options are to literally ace my final or fail, and do i know what to study? nope. missed the review. it seems, life is not without a sense of irony.

so this is the fabulous end to my hellish junior year and i'm desperate to get my finals over with.

apparently, i'm going to visit my uncle, aunt, cousins, and grandparents w/ mucho dinero in oklahoma this summer. and my ticket was bought yesterday. i'm flying solo to the heartland on june 16. the day before ashley's birthday. she's going to kill me. we had citywalk plans and everything. so i think, that we're just going to have to do the damn thing a couple days earlier yes? plus she's going to be gone on my birthday too so, there we're even. come to think of it, everyone's gonna be gone my birthday. dang, im sad now. anyway, im going to be gone for about 2 weeks. ill be back late late at night on the 29th...just in time for SPIDERMAN 2's opening night!! ahh..good timing. then my brother comes home w/ 8 marine buddies for the races + the 4th..then its my birthday and all those good things. ok i need to end this, bye

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